Broken

Tony and I broke up.

I know it is ridiculous to post this here but I want people to know and the thought of telling one person and having it spread all around the family gossip tree, which I know it will, is more than I can stomach at the moment.

So now you know.

I'm not ok right now and I really don't want to talk about it so if you think maybe you should call, please don't. Not right now. It's still really fresh and really painful and really, really sad and I'm not ready to talk.

Please also don't think bad of Tony, because he is a great person and I love him very much and everyone deserves a chance at happiness so it's not fair to be mad at him for this.

Thanks